- 23rd May
- 13th February
It’s different from love at first sight. It’s not that you meet someone for the first time and then you start to fall in love with him.
I’d rather define it as suddenly falling in love with someone you’ve known. Suddenly miss him, suddenly feel something is lost when he’s not around. Suddenly feel that he’s more important than just a simple acquaintance.
So, suddenly in love, in my opinion, is different than love at first sight. However, there is also the exact time, the momentum, in which if that moment does not happened, there will be no love story at all.
If I had not meet you on that day, that time and that place, we would have never be together forever.
Love Story wa Totsuzen ni (A Sudden Love Story) - Kazumasa Oda
It’s neither planned nor created; it’s just strike you like a lightning bolt in a bright sunny day. And I do believe that it’s a wonderful way to falling in love.
*based on a very true story :))
- 29th January
I don’t get it when some people keep telling me that life’s been too easy on me. They said they envied me for having a job that I actually enjoy, having a nice place to stay, having a peaceful love life, and so on. It’s as if everything always seems to come on my way by pure luck alone.
They even went as far as saying that I’ve never had problems, I only had inconveniences. What the hell?
No, you have no idea how much mess I’ve gotten myself into, you have no idea how many irreplaceable things I’ve lost. God had never giving things easily for me; I’ve reached this point through many trials and errors. You have no idea that just like you, I also have my own problems. And it’s probably bigger than yours.
The only difference between me and you is I don’t whine, I actually do something about it.
And no, I’m not such a lucky bastard like how you’ve labelled me; and I don’t even believe that such a person exist. In order to gain something, we must also give something in equal value. That’s the only way we could live.
So shut up, just shut up.
- 1st May
“All of our unhappiness comes from our inability to be alone.”
That was what Jean de la Bruyere, A French satiric moralist once said. No wonder lately I feel unhappy, even though there’s supposed to be many happy things happened around me. I guess it’s quite hard to do anything alone by yourself when you usually have a certain someone to accompany you. I can’t even enjoy a party I used to enjoy so much.
Oh my God, since when I became so spoiled? Probably now it’s the right time for me to start depend on my own feet again and stop clinging to other person.
I am grateful that there’s so many people who care about me. But in the end, the only one who can make a change to our lives, is ourselves. People might give us a way to change, but the decision is up to ours.
Independent. I used to be one, but I don’t know since when, I’ve starting to became so dependent. Well, the only thing I have to do now is back to be independent. So, when this ‘all-alone’ things finally ended, I won’t be such a burden to someone again.
actually it’s nice to be dependent, even more when we have someone we could depend on. just don’t be too lulled because the time will come when we must stand on our own feet
- 19th April
It must be nice to just focusing on what we have to do and ignoring everything else around us. It must be great if we can decide what is important and only think about those things; ignoring the less important. That way, probably we can achieve a greater success in everything we do.
But for me, everything that happened in my life weighs the same. My tasks, my family, my friends, my love. They’re all need my attention, and no one, not even myself, could tell which one is more important than the others.
So, no, I promise myself I’ll try my best not to ignore my surroundings no matter how busy I am, no matter how people say it’s more important to do something than the other things. ‘Cause everything weighs the same.
And it’s hurt to be ignored because we’re less important than the others.